the amount frustration is driving me nuts

i'm so freaking tired right now, work have been like crap way too many things to do with so little time. and going to be outstation in KL, at this point is not even helping at all. i'm freaking tired there are days that i don't feel like going out or talk to any one except for fiqa (no matter what i must talk to her).

so i just need to vent abit of anger and frustration on work. i just can't wait for the new guy to come in and lessen the burden that i'm having right now. anyway EL have always been there during those moments when i'm about to jump out of the window she will start telling not to jump, her motherly touch and advise have been keeping me sane. seriously i never ask for this and i have been tolerating for almost a month now. there is no sympathy needed here just need to let out. this few weeks have been very stress ful just need some one to comfort me during this crazy period. i just hope all this will be over soon.

anyway enough said about work.

now it's about me i kinda feel very fat right now. i hate this feeling coz it will make feel even worst. all i think of is to just shed some weight.

ok lah whatever! i just can't stand myself already.

gonna start packing my bags coz i got to go to KL tomorrow, yet another torture on work. KL trip is not for fun coz it's all work but i hope there will be abit R&R there. crap!

cheers