my chances might be yours

i seriously had to blog about this,

i'm sad knowing that you in that state and you seems helpless. i may not know how it feels to have that pain right now but i do know how it feels to be in so much pain, that sometimes you just don't know how to fix it. it's worst when doctor start telling you that u have some form of disease that high chances that u may not be able to make it. i know how it feels to be in and out of hospital, i know how it feels for doctor is constantly looking at you like as if there might not be hope. i know how it feels like as if god don't love you anymore, i know how it feels to put my act together be as positive as i can and achieve my dreams coz i know i'm the only one that can change my life with this i survive many things and many pain. and guess what i survive it and ever since then i'm gaining every positivity and happiness in life and i given a life to a wonderful baby. this also have given me a reason to live again.

so please if you are reading please i'm not against you but yet i feel your pain. even if you think we women are some ridiculous human being i never tout men are some ridiculous human being. god have reason for doing this and he wants to know if you will ever survive this.

dear frend,

i hope you be better and even if you are angry with me now, it's okay coz i truly understand. i hope to see some day.

cheers
Summer