fuck!

i don't know why but today was not the greatest day ever, infact i feel like shit today and seriously i don't know how to express it every time time this feeling comes i just keep it and let it rot in me and i know it's not healthy. i should just forgive and forget. maybe i should forgive every one tonight before i go to sleep. i hate it when i can't do anything to the situation and i hate it when i feel helpless. i think maybe just go in silent, really silent is just a good way right now. i'm hating every moment of it.

aaarrgghhh!