the thoughts that does not count and u don't even bother. crap
i think i went beyond and the call of "simplicity of life" and i don't' see simplicity currently, all i could see is just life full of complication. and so i have decide not to be anymore. i need get out and see the real thing. i want to move on and go to where i belong. i think in life it does not matter if things go wrong anymore all it matter is to do what's right for your self and lead the life that you want and make all this sacrifices and never look back and never regret and ask for nothing else in return. but at the back of my head all i can think of is start being selfish but after saying all this i think i'm selfless, the irony in it.
what else in life should i look forward too, the moment i decide not to do "it" alot things start being crazy, should i be saying that i'm giving up??! or maybe not coz either ways i'm not the sort that would give up and go away. i know the drill in life and if i end up being at the worng side then i will end up at the wrong side with no question ask. well that is my opinion who bothers if it ever counts anyway. opinion are just meant to be opinion and it remains where it is the action is what more important.
oh i'm not angry at anything but the ass hole that is honking at someone's car at the carpark is damn irritating, maybe i should throw an egg at him.
anyway
i wish i was in new york city living in the matthattan at the upper eastside and studying at the constances and let my parents pay for all the things that i buy and buy me a car with a driver. how nice that would be. oh all that are just wishful thinking, what am i thinking rite.....
anyway i should be grateful that my life is already going to where is suppose to except for some shitty moment and i shall not mention but i hope there will be some light at the end of the tunnel. i should stay sane for the next couple of days and pray that i would be able to attract better things in future.
i guess now i shall stay in the slumber of brooklyn instead and lay in the bed of boredom at the comfort of my own home.
who say life was simple, i know save the drama for another day
take care people
cheers
what else in life should i look forward too, the moment i decide not to do "it" alot things start being crazy, should i be saying that i'm giving up??! or maybe not coz either ways i'm not the sort that would give up and go away. i know the drill in life and if i end up being at the worng side then i will end up at the wrong side with no question ask. well that is my opinion who bothers if it ever counts anyway. opinion are just meant to be opinion and it remains where it is the action is what more important.
oh i'm not angry at anything but the ass hole that is honking at someone's car at the carpark is damn irritating, maybe i should throw an egg at him.
anyway
i wish i was in new york city living in the matthattan at the upper eastside and studying at the constances and let my parents pay for all the things that i buy and buy me a car with a driver. how nice that would be. oh all that are just wishful thinking, what am i thinking rite.....
anyway i should be grateful that my life is already going to where is suppose to except for some shitty moment and i shall not mention but i hope there will be some light at the end of the tunnel. i should stay sane for the next couple of days and pray that i would be able to attract better things in future.
i guess now i shall stay in the slumber of brooklyn instead and lay in the bed of boredom at the comfort of my own home.
who say life was simple, i know save the drama for another day
take care people
cheers
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