the mood is off.....

i know that the universe is my catologue and i can do many things that i want but why am i still here, stuck here, no one will ever understand it. i constantly wonder why the hell am i doing here. it feels unfair, life is unfair..... there is no justice in whatever we do. i need to break away from here. i just feel that i should just pack the suitcase and disappear. well that is a life long dream to be able to do that.

sometimes i really don't know what to say or do but most of the time i just put up a mask on face and pretend nothing happen and swallow whatever comes my way. sad huh? not really as time goes by i get the hang of things. which i always do. i just hope one fine day they will understand me....

as of now i just want to go and hide away from all this... like i know it wont be for long and i prepare myself for all that so i just wanna enjoy that moment coz at least i know how it feels to feel that moment rather then never to feel that way. simple to say just leave me out of it and everything will be fine.

ciao ciao