it's part and parcel of it.....

sometimes i don't believe it, even when we are miles apart we can actually get ourselves into an arguments. unbelievable! i guess this is the part where people said "the phase where you are almost there but not there yet period" (banyak dugaan). so whatever happens now is a challenge one have to overcome and learn to better at it. as for me i try my very best to keep my mouth shut so no one get hurts but sometimes you just need to make that point across. I know i will get over this matter but i am starting to feel the heat now.

with our tight schedule, less conversation and busy with whatever it is, life can be abit...... (shall not be so negative to say it here) but im not gonna pretend, life with him was a breeze and everything seems fine, at least im truthful about that and im not saying life is hell with him. i have to admit being in a r'ship is never easy but for some who know me i make many effort to change and fit in. i don't want to print perfect picture when i know its never like that. this imperfect has made it almost perfect, so for now we take one step at a time.

despite being angry at him for using the wrong tone of voice and the wrong set of sentences, i still can't wait to meet him. he will be home anytime soon from KL but i will get to meet him on Wednesday. that has made us apart for the longest time.

Yes i know that is the part and parcel of it...... stop nagging already!

ok lah doing this entry illegally at work, shall continues again on the next entry.

ciao ciao